I'm not. This is a battlefield. It's kill or be killed. They were trained in combat. A SOLDIER needs to strike without hesitation, and not be controlled by emotion.

[After staring at the ground for what feels to be an eternity, he looks up.]

It had to be done.

[There's less certainty in his voice than there should be. But that gets shoved aside as he stares at Ferran.]

What are you doing here? You're not one of them.