najaran: (Her strong back)
Najaran of Gilman Isle on Rakan ([personal profile] najaran) wrote in [community profile] songerein 2024-03-30 08:33 am (UTC)

"I can go with you while we talk, but if he means no harm and just wants to have a good life out here... I'm going to help him," she said, firmly. "I'd do the same if it was a duplicate of me, My Master, Goligan, Zeneth..." she shuddered. "Well, maybe two of Zeneth might be a little too much," she said weakly. The strong punch of feelings as she went from stubborn determination to the very weird but strong mix of feelings around Zeneth. Worrying about what he would do if he showed up in that he's a danger, but worrying about what he would do if he showed up because what if more bad things happened to him here? Her new but constant circling doubts about why he turned out the way he did and how would she have turned out if everyone just hared her on sight too? And feeling badly for him. And scared of him. But also grateful. Small bit of awe. Endless frustration... Simultaneously feeling like he needs a hug and like he needs a punch in the face. It was a weird tangle she was still trying to unknot for herself.

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