You think this is fun for me?!

[But just as the wild rage comes to his face, it leaves only a moment after.

Stop. Don't take it out on her, it's not her fault. Don't turn into that, not again. Don't prove it right.

Ferran shakes his head as if to force the outburst away, his jaw clenched, and his grip on his bow loosens.]

Remembering being that thing... I told myself I couldn't go through it again. But it keeps happening...!