[ First two years?! Yikes! BRC staggers a bit, almost saying something, but forces herself not to. She closes her eyes, and releases another heavy sigh. ]

Then... that would explain everything. Doubt has been plaguing me ever since I first stepped first in this place. Being among all these giants, constantly being told I could be their food source, powerless against the dangers here...even when I'm at my most confident, I still feel those chains weighing me down.

... Perhaps in the end, this was a fool's errand.