[He can see that, how his job and title would put not only his life in danger, but those close to him. Willingly choosing a life of solitude because he cares about the safety of his partner... it's quite commendable, if lonely. He's not sure, in fact, he's rather sure that he wouldn't be able to commit to something like that, not being able to imagine a life without Evie.]

I understand. I'd never quite forgive myself if Evie was hurt because of me.

[Hearing this at least makes Vigil feel a bit more confident about getting information for van Zieks. He's... truly a good man, decent at least, and he doesn't think he'd use any information improperly. The former warder lets out a slow breath, raising one hand to his chest.]

...I owe you an apology, Lord van Zieks.