[Who, indeed. Onyx isn't really the one doing the wondering here, but it's a thought that occurs to Ferran, now.]
Not quite so quickly, it wasn't.
[Throwing his weapon away prematurely would just be a waste, but the man likely had an awareness of the consequences. He nearly killed Ferran once. Why wouldn't he allow it to happen later, once he was no longer useful?]
But perhaps him being unaware like this will prevent further acceleration of that. It will give him less opportunity to think about his situation, in any case.
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Not quite so quickly, it wasn't.
[Throwing his weapon away prematurely would just be a waste, but the man likely had an awareness of the consequences. He nearly killed Ferran once. Why wouldn't he allow it to happen later, once he was no longer useful?]
But perhaps him being unaware like this will prevent further acceleration of that. It will give him less opportunity to think about his situation, in any case.