[He tries picturing it in his head and laughs softly.]

...I don't know-- being able to put your hand out and yell "fire!!" would probably be a lot easier.

[Then again, it's rarely ever been easy for him. But he's still managed this far. Trusting himself, huh...? Maybe that's what's really been missing this whole time.]

But as long as I can understand it, then I'm sure one day I'll be able to use it well.