[His words come out through clenched teeth as he holds her close, almost crushing her with his strength. As if any less would risk her disappearing from his grasp.]
It's already happened once...!
[Normally if he makes mistake he just takes it and learns from it to never happen again. Yet he can't apply the same thing here. Not when time and again something out of his control takes over. Of course does still do everything he can to prevent it and normally he doesn't dwell on it, focusing on moving forward. But when times like these strike, they strike hard and rattle him.]
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[His words come out through clenched teeth as he holds her close, almost crushing her with his strength. As if any less would risk her disappearing from his grasp.]
It's already happened once...!
[Normally if he makes mistake he just takes it and learns from it to never happen again. Yet he can't apply the same thing here. Not when time and again something out of his control takes over. Of course does still do everything he can to prevent it and normally he doesn't dwell on it, focusing on moving forward. But when times like these strike, they strike hard and rattle him.]