[ She can feel Trahearne's gaze. It is intense with worry, and she finds it difficult to meet his eyes. Though he had been the one to offer an ear, she still feels guilty once she sees his reaction.

It's not fair. ]

I don't know either. Relieved is certainly not the word I would use.

But I miss him, Trahearne. I miss him, but I'm terribly angry at him. Does anyone ever make you feel that way...?