She hasn't done it herself, but for others who have returned to their own worlds, they've at least confirmed that their lives carried on regardless. That this dreamworld and their homes were two different things, connected only via their dream selves... or that's how she understood it. Her worry was—is that if she stayed, her real self back on Gaia wouldn't be there to continue their fight that she promised she would see through to the end. That she wants to see through to its end...
But...
As she looks at Eustace, hears the conviction in his voice, it becomes harder to feel that draw back to it. It becomes harder to think of her life on Gaia without him... Even if her waking self wouldn't remember him, she still couldn't live with feeling like there was always something missing.
Still, before she gives him an answer, she needs to be sure... Although, the question is strained along with her voice, like she's on the verge of tears again.]
What will happen to us when you do? ... I mean, the us in our worlds?
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She hasn't done it herself, but for others who have returned to their own worlds, they've at least confirmed that their lives carried on regardless. That this dreamworld and their homes were two different things, connected only via their dream selves... or that's how she understood it. Her worry was—is that if she stayed, her real self back on Gaia wouldn't be there to continue their fight that she promised she would see through to the end. That she wants to see through to its end...
But...
As she looks at Eustace, hears the conviction in his voice, it becomes harder to feel that draw back to it. It becomes harder to think of her life on Gaia without him... Even if her waking self wouldn't remember him, she still couldn't live with feeling like there was always something missing.
Still, before she gives him an answer, she needs to be sure... Although, the question is strained along with her voice, like she's on the verge of tears again.]
What will happen to us when you do? ... I mean, the us in our worlds?