[His voice is firm...but there is a hint of resignation and weariness as he continues.]
...But it's the most effective way to end this.
I destroy this form, I wake up, and that will be it.
[At least in his mind, it just seems...logical. He's trapped inside this form and can't seem to get out by his own will, but at least now he has some clarity and control. How long it will last he doesn't know, so if he destroys it, that will be the end. Destroy this weak side of him that he hates... Destroy this nightmare. He has the strength to do it now, to actually fight back.
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[His voice is firm...but there is a hint of resignation and weariness as he continues.]
...But it's the most effective way to end this.
I destroy this form, I wake up, and that will be it.
[At least in his mind, it just seems...logical. He's trapped inside this form and can't seem to get out by his own will, but at least now he has some clarity and control. How long it will last he doesn't know, so if he destroys it, that will be the end. Destroy this weak side of him that he hates... Destroy this nightmare. He has the strength to do it now, to actually fight back.
What other way would there be?
Live with this? It's not possible.
He just can't see it.
At least not right now.]