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[Abel] Kazuya Minegishi ([personal profile] belheir) wrote in [community profile] songerein2023-10-15 07:49 pm
Entry tags:

Crocodile eyes,

Who: Kazuya, Various
Which: Closed Log starters
Where: Various
What: Catch-all for october! Starters in comments.
Warnings: dream-death, blood, entrapment. Will update as needed.

crouching_sin: (quiet and sad)

[personal profile] crouching_sin 2023-10-16 01:10 am (UTC)(link)
[He realizes he's dreaming - it's a memory. Again. The first time he died. As much as he tries to hide it he can't help but be afraid every time, remembering the terror he was in. If he had known what he knew now... but he didn't. He hadn't wanted to die. He hadn't wanted to go. He'd built a city, built a life with his own hands... and all of it ripped away in a moment.]

[He looks over at Kazuya - it's clearly him, though something is different. Maybe in dreams he allows more of his demonic nature to shine? He's not sure.]


I suppose. It's a relatively awful memory, even compared to the rest of mine. I had no idea what was coming...
crouching_sin: (mysterious stranger)

[personal profile] crouching_sin 2023-10-16 02:36 am (UTC)(link)
It's not.

[He can sense the other absorbing the energy, but... he's already too tired to care. He leans into Kazuya and sighs, closing his eyes.]

It's terrifying and smothering and confusing. It's one of my least favorite ways to go.

[He'd rather not talk about it, but... it's here. He cracks one eye open to stare at his terrified past self, crying and choking, desperately trying to claw his way out. It won't work. It didn't, and it never does in his dreams either.]
crouching_sin: (looking over my shoulder for a chance)

[personal profile] crouching_sin 2023-10-16 02:47 am (UTC)(link)
I'm not totally sure. It felt like forever, so it seems to take a long time in the dream. Looking back on it, it was probably no more than five to ten minutes between the lack of air and the pain. It would have been a mercy if I had been simply knocked out.

[And of course, there was never any mercy for him. Why would there be? Not in that life, nor in any other.]

... I would have thought you'd be a bit more upset, seeing this.
crouching_sin: (red is a good color on me)

[personal profile] crouching_sin 2023-10-16 03:00 am (UTC)(link)
[He inhales sharply. ... No, something's wrong with Kazuya. He'll have to figure out what it is, but for now all he can do is respond, trying to contain his anger. His voice is steely calm when he responds, despite his body practically radiating fury.]

No, you didn't. You died quickly from shock. I was glad that it wasn't prolonged like I'd seen some of your sheep suffer in the earlier days.

[He tucks his hands in his pockets and leans forward.]
crouching_sin: (fuck you and the horse you rode in on)

[personal profile] crouching_sin 2023-10-16 03:37 am (UTC)(link)
[His anger flares again, unable to be controlled in this circumstance, and he pulls one of his hands out of his pocket.]

Are you?

[He rears back and aims a punch towards the other's jaw, aware somewhere in his brain that it's unlikely to connect.]
crouching_sin: (forks do not belong in toasters)

[personal profile] crouching_sin 2023-10-16 02:32 pm (UTC)(link)
I won't claim that I don't deserve it, but this isn't like you. You're not usually this... malicious.

[He reaches out to flick Kazuya in the forehead.]

Cut it out.
crouching_sin: (stop breeding you idiots)

[personal profile] crouching_sin 2023-10-16 09:26 pm (UTC)(link)
No, I didn't.

[He leans in close, eyes narrowing.]

I'll admit it - I know you'll have to be ruthless as King of Demons. But as I've said before - you're still Kazuya. If I only wanted a demonic ally there are other demons I could have championed. Why do you think I picked you, then?
crouching_sin: (moment of peace)

[personal profile] crouching_sin 2023-10-18 01:15 am (UTC)(link)
[He's not wrong. He really isn't. ... But to lose all of his humanity? The part that makes him Kazuya? That... wasn't in the plan.]

[... This is a nightmare. Maybe Kazuya isn't really here.]


... What do you want from me?
crouching_sin: (the tower has fallen)

[personal profile] crouching_sin 2023-10-18 06:25 pm (UTC)(link)
To taunt me, apparently.

[He just sounds bored. He's heard all of these arguments before from the Kazuyas in his dreams. It still riles him up but that's a private matter, not a Kazuya matter.]

If you are actually here - which I'm not sure you are - then I guess you got dragged in to see how miserable of a person I once was.

[And still am. He can't move on in any sense of the phrase.]
crouching_sin: (mmm... tasty)

[personal profile] crouching_sin 2023-10-21 03:18 am (UTC)(link)
[Maybe he is, maybe he isn't. He has no way of knowing for sure.]

I'm sure they are. I'm sure there's plenty of misery for you to feed off of. Though you should go out and find other emotions as well. Eating one thing all the time isn't good for you.
crouching_sin: (looking over my shoulder for a chance)

[personal profile] crouching_sin 2023-10-22 01:13 am (UTC)(link)
[He exhales sharply but doesn't otherwise show his annoyance - outwardly, at least. Kazuya's just being a pain in the ass at this point, aggravating him to get more magnetite out of him.]

Yes, yes. Just do try to not drain me dry? II need some energy for myself, you know.
crouching_sin: (pretty boy)

[personal profile] crouching_sin 2023-10-22 02:17 am (UTC)(link)
[What the fuck is Kazuya even doing - he's acting so strangely. He looks to the side, catching his eye...]

[... Something is seriously wrong here.]


And how are you going to do that?
crouching_sin: ([+ MC] and the red sky at morning)

[personal profile] crouching_sin 2023-10-23 03:45 am (UTC)(link)
[His own eyes go wide and he starts to struggle - but Kazuya's strength is such that it's impossible to break free or even move an inch. He blinks slowly as the dream fuzzes around them, his struggling growing weaker and weaker as the dream fades away. Eventually he slumps against Kazuya, the area around them a grey void.]

[Naoya's breathing is shallow, but thankfully it's just a dream. It's interesting that he's still pretty light even by non-demonic strength standards. Here, without the COMP... he's just a very skinny human. He's been eating more with Kazuya around, but he's still a stick.]
locumstudentesquire: (Bulgin' Eyes)

[personal profile] locumstudentesquire 2023-10-19 04:27 am (UTC)(link)
[There are few locations in London that haunt Ryunosuke's nightmares quite so often as the House of Horrors at Madame Tusspells Museum of Waxworks. The Old Bailey features often when he's stressed. Barclay Prison-- or what little he's seen of it, supplemented a very over-active imagination-- also makes itself known from time to time. Windibank's at night, the basement morgue at St. Synner's Hospital, they all come into play. But the damn waxwork museum...

The thing is, it's never just the Waxworks as he remembers it, is it? There's always more to it. Some complication or elaboration that his subconscious tacks on in order to make the experience a fresh new hell each time over.

This time, it's a veritable labyrinth. All he wants is to leave, but each turn he takes reveals a new hall with new displays of terror pulled from his worst memories and the darkest reaches of his mind. Nothing moves, nothing seems to come after him, but he can't find his way out, and he can't stop feeling like he's being watched...]
locumstudentesquire: (AW SHIT)

[personal profile] locumstudentesquire 2023-10-23 05:01 pm (UTC)(link)
[A glimpse of a skull is all it takes for him to completely freak out, keyed up as he is. And in a dream state, it's all too easy for him to summon up on the lightning he's grown so accustomed to using in combat situations across the last year he's spent in Reverein.

He yelps and sends a jolt of it towards the rattling something without a second thought, blowing up a few wax dolls in the process.]
Edited 2023-10-23 17:02 (UTC)