[ The idea of living in the moment rather than in unchangeable pasts and unknowable futures is something she'll surely work towards in the kind, patient arms of her lovers - but as she is, it's difficult not to find herself swept into these thoughts whenever she feels engulfed in her love and her fears and her wishes all at once. And as such, the latter two go largely unspoken. Her love, at least, is something she's finding herself more and more comfortable with expressing in both actions and now in words, Diluc and Thoma both having paved the way so beautifully for her.
She presses one last soft kiss to where she'd just left a new mark before she tries to draw him down so that he can rest his head against her collarbone and she can nuzzle his hair. This way, he can't see the bittersweet expression that has taken hold of her; instead she closes her eyes and just... enjoys his warmth, his scent, his comfort and his safety. ]
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She presses one last soft kiss to where she'd just left a new mark before she tries to draw him down so that he can rest his head against her collarbone and she can nuzzle his hair. This way, he can't see the bittersweet expression that has taken hold of her; instead she closes her eyes and just... enjoys his warmth, his scent, his comfort and his safety. ]
I can't help it. I just love you so much...