[ Watching the sweet look on his face fade only pulls at hers further, and her lips quiver as though she wants to say something. Thoma deserves an explanation for the sudden turn in her mood, but her heart feels as though it's twisted and the words die in her throat, never to be given voice.
Her hands pull away from him, and one clutches at her chest as though it would soothe her aching heart. It hurts, and she so very badly wants to say that nothing is wrong, but she knows herself and she knows Thoma - she would make a poor show of it, and he would never let her lie to herself or to him. And more than anything, she doesn't want to hurt him, doesn't want to see his smile fall away like that again. ]
I... I'm scared. You make me so happy, but I'm... so scared of losing you and Diluc someday.
[ Her other hand rises, fingers ghosting over the first mark she had left on him. ]
At some point, I'll fade away just like this mark is going to disappear after tonight, won't I? Then it'll be like we never met, and I don't like that at all...
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Her hands pull away from him, and one clutches at her chest as though it would soothe her aching heart. It hurts, and she so very badly wants to say that nothing is wrong, but she knows herself and she knows Thoma - she would make a poor show of it, and he would never let her lie to herself or to him. And more than anything, she doesn't want to hurt him, doesn't want to see his smile fall away like that again. ]
I... I'm scared. You make me so happy, but I'm... so scared of losing you and Diluc someday.
[ Her other hand rises, fingers ghosting over the first mark she had left on him. ]
At some point, I'll fade away just like this mark is going to disappear after tonight, won't I? Then it'll be like we never met, and I don't like that at all...