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Eustace ([personal profile] flamekthunder) wrote in [community profile] songerein2023-02-01 11:37 am
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fifteenth shot ⊗ closed log

Who: Eustace and Tifa
Which: Closed Log
Where: Eustifa House...and then somewhere
What: Just a place to dump some closed threads for the two
Warnings: Lots of fluff...and then suggestive stuff.
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[personal profile] starshower 2023-03-03 02:38 am (UTC)(link)
I think it'll help.

[With arms still firmly wrapped around him, Tifa smiles up at Eustace before she seeks a kiss from him. Yeah, maybe this will help clear the fog that's been thickening in her head... She really hasn't been thinking straight, always distracted by him whenever he's near...

And even as she frees him after that quick kiss, she laments silently to herself that missing feeling of closeness when it's gone, and the air around her suddenly feels cooler.]


Should we take the horses?
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[personal profile] starshower 2023-03-03 02:48 am (UTC)(link)
We could go to our spot...

[It isn't too far of a ride, but it's far enough from the town that they could get away... from everything and everyone in it. Far enough that she could lock them into their own little world...

But before he can answer, she's already decided that's where they're going to go, and she jogs with a bounce in her step around the bar.]


I'll go get a head start on heading to the stables then. Get the horses ready?
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[personal profile] starshower 2023-03-03 03:29 am (UTC)(link)
Okay.

[From where she stands, she puckers her lips in a little kiss before she rushes out the door, the bell jingling behind her on the way out. She passes the boxes on the way, and as soon as she's on the other side, stepping out into the sun, it's as though a cloud has rolled into the skies, covering her in a shadow that follows her as she walks. She would find it a bit strange were it not for the fact that she's smiling the entire way to the stables, scurrying there as fast as she can so that she can get their horses prepared by the time he gets there.

But even the horses sense that something is off. When Tifa approaches them with their bridles and saddles in hand, Freya stomps her hooves against the dirt. She isn't uneasy enough that she's belligerent, but Tifa has to offer treats to calm them both down. Even then, she can feel Nyx's wary eyes on her, watching her carefully, always keeping himself between her and Freya until Eustace arrives, and seeing the two of them together, the horses finally relax when the sun starts to peer out from behind the cloud again.

The ride there isn't a long one by any means, even at a leisurely trot, but today, they take the horses on a run for most of the way through the fields until they reach the winding incline leading up into the hills. It's always a thrill being on the back of them, riding at Eustace's side, and it really does help to clear her head. Feeling the wind in her hair and against her face, hearing the gallop of their hooves along the ground, her laughter echoing as they send flowers scattering in their wake.

By the time they arrive there, it's mid-afternoon with the sun already past its zenith. Because of the weather, the creek is running through, and while there is still some snow left behind from the colder months of winter, much of it has melted away. There aren't many leaves remaining on the trees, but in their place, a few flowers bloom as they pass underneath them, filling their branches and transforming it into a canopy of colours and glowing petals instead.

They find a place to leave the horses in a place near the river where they can drink and graze, and stay away from where she wants to go...

From where she wants to take him.

And as they arrive, she remains outwardly cheery, excited to be back here after so many months of the cold preventing them from coming back, she's glad to find that the little makeshift firepit that they've created is still there, and the log that they would sit on is still in place, if not a little damp.

Beneath that, however, her ears are tuned to his every move. Every step, every breath, and she swears that she can hear his heartbeat ringing in her ears as they walk along the path. She can hear the sound of a waterfall in the distance, too... and upon realizing it, Tifa takes him by the hand and gives it a tug in the direction of that cove after mentioning that she would like to get cleaned up, taking him down towards the small, hidden dirt path through the bushes that would lead them there.

She's pushing away some of the branches, but in her mind's eye, she sees something else. She sees vines coiled around her wrists, the glow of the rocks and the flowers as they lit up his face as he descended over her, the waterfall and starflowers creating a backdrop behind him that could white out her vision all on its own. She can see the way his eyes looked up at her as he teased her, taunted her, made her sob until he broke her—]


Do you remember the first time we came here...?

[Her voice is low, languid, as she pulls him along, whatever they were talking about before long forgotten as the sound of the pool grows louder and closer. Her own heart is racing, beating like a drum against her chest, and at her core, she can feel that same hot coil pulling and tightening a little more, as her fingers hold his more firmly, squeezing gently as they remain locked together.

The pool comes into view, and it's just as she remembers it...]
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[personal profile] starshower 2023-03-03 04:01 am (UTC)(link)
Mm. It really was unforgettable.

[In so, so many ways... but all of those sweet memories that do come rushing forth do nothing but heighten the tide of all the others that are there, too. Memories of him slipping the dog tags around her neck, the soft glows of the glass charms that they are both wearing even now, the warmth of the fire as they sat together, their laughter echoing off the treetops only remind her of the moments that followed. And rather than laughter, it was their cries, their voices shattering with their names echoing off the cave walls instead...

She comes to a stop at the edge of the pool and turns around to face him, and what was once a sweet, excited look in her eyes has changed into something a touch more playful and teasing, and her lip catches between her teeth as she closes the distance between them with a firm step in his direction, hips swaying.]


You'll join me... Just a quick wash.

[Not a question or a statement, but more like a command as her fingers gently loop and hook over his belt. If he blinks, he may miss the way her gaze darkens when it moves to his lips.]

I promise I'll keep the water warm...
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[personal profile] starshower 2023-03-03 04:19 am (UTC)(link)
[She looks a little taken-aback by his concern.]

Yes?

[What's wrong with him? Doesn't he want this? Only a couple of nights ago, he had pressed her up against the sink of a private bathroom at the ball, and has locked her in place on the terrace as his lips roved over her, and now...?

There's a small spike of frustration that shoots through her, all of it starting in her eyes and coming to a head in a single spot in her abdomen and it has her pressing a little closer to him with a low, rumbling purr, her fingers now gently working to unbuckle his belt. The sound of the metal coming undone is like a song that she had been waiting so long to hear, but she pauses when it falls open and stares up at him.]


I said it would just be a quick dip.

[Stares with wide, round, pleading eyes.]

It's been a long morning. Just need to unwind a bit.

[All of that capping off with a silent and sickeningly sweet please? through a simple, innocent look as she very, very slowly pulls his belt away.]
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[personal profile] starshower 2023-03-03 03:22 pm (UTC)(link)
[She doesn't flinch when he takes her by her hands. If anything, that only seems to ignite that spark further. Makes her want it that much more, and as he closes in on her, she lets him linger, his breath tickling her ear as he whispers. She can hear the light tremble in his voice, the restraint he clings to beginning to collapse while her own patience is has long since been undone.

So, when he steps back, her sweet smile fades, and she stares at him with an almost frustrated furrow to her brow, almost tempted to chase after him.]


Is this what? Do you not want to...?

[Does he not want her? Had that girl said or done something to him to make him this way? Was he more interested in her than he is in Tifa now? This is why she never should have come—why Tifa should have been the one to take care of her instead of him. It should have been Tifa who told her to leave and make her want to never come back...

She watches his expression change from confusion to bewilderment as he looks her over...]


Eustace... [She whispers his name with a honeyed voice.] Is something wrong?

[Well, if he isn't going to do anything, she will. Slowly, carefully, Tifa's fingers toy with the hem of her shirt, slinking beneath and lifting it... just far enough that he can see the skin of her naval.]
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[personal profile] starshower 2023-03-03 03:53 pm (UTC)(link)
Am I...?

[Does she have the patience? Normally, she would find this fumbling over his words cute. Maybe she would have teased him a little more for it while she patiently waited for him to find a way to word his question. While it is still adorable, she doesn't think she has the restraint to wait much longer.

Even still, she'll prod him a little further. Tifa closes the distance between them again with a firm step in his direction, and her hands immediately go for his cloak so that she can pull him towards her, stopping just short of their lips brushing against one another—]


Let me help.

[—before she's kissing him firmly again, her tongue immediately sliding over his lips to seek entry, to taste him, and to help him untangle the words that seem to be caught on the tip of his.]
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[personal profile] starshower 2023-03-03 04:27 pm (UTC)(link)
[She doesn't need air. All she needs is him and the breaths that they share as she moves to deepen the kiss further, so when he parts from her, she feels that knife of disappointment strike through her heart. That little spark of self-doubt igniting in that hole it leaves behind that quickly warps into something more possessive. Jealous, even. Of what? She doesn't know—there's no one else here to be jealous of. No one for miles, only them in their own little world, so why...?

Why does he keep pulling away from her?

His question has her opening her eyes, her lips parting with a shaky, frustrated sigh. She leans back to look at him, confused with a tilt of her head. In heat? She doesn't think so—does she even know what that means? Did she...?]


Nothing out of the ordinary.

[Her answer is curt, a touch sharper than usual.

Tifa lets her lips brush over his again before they move to his jawline.]


I just... [Want you. But instead, she opens her eyes and looks into his.] Why all the questions?
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[personal profile] starshower 2023-03-03 04:58 pm (UTC)(link)
[Regrets...

She huffs with a breath of laughter.]


I'm with you. What's there to regret?

[This time, she does pull away after a light nibble across his jaw, and looks him in the eyes. And although the shadows continue to shroud her mind, to snuff out any light of reason or warning that none of this is right that tries to push through it, this much she genuinely means.]

I would never regret anything I do with you. You know that, right?

[This comes from her own heart—the deepest, furthest depths of it that not even this monster possessing her could reach. Even if she was in her right mind, she wouldn't regret being with him.

Slowly, however, that single thread of control that he helped her find with his words is eaten away.]


You know that I want to be with you... [Her fingers slowly trace over his shirt, nails digging in gently so that he can feel her touch through the fabric.] Why are you fighting that...?
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puts up a "be back soon" sign :)

[personal profile] starshower 2023-03-03 06:55 pm (UTC)(link)
[The moment he finally gives in, the moment his lips take hers with a hunger to rival her own, she instantly moans against it, her whole body melting into a pool of flames. Her heart clenches in her chest, squeezing as if he were draining all her love for him out of it, taking it to drink it up so that it can fill with something else. Something deeper, darker...

"Do what you want."

A risky proposition on his part.

She wants so much from him—no, needs it. That small kindling flame that had started to burn now erupts into something that overcomes her, sending a deadly heat from her chest to ripple out through her body, so hot that she clings to him, seeking to take his air for her own, what's around them not good enough for the beast that growls and stirs within her.

She finally gets the taste of him that she's been craving, and the kiss only grows more ravenous as she lets all of that pent up frustration and restraint go, carried off in the warm wind that blows past them. The flowers in the trees rustle, the same red starflowers that decorate their room and the café free their petals so that they can flutter to the ground, but there's a shadow that lurks among the branches, snuffing out the light in some of those flowers that still cling for dear life to the tree...

But before Tifa can get too ahead of herself, she pulls back and looks at his lips, as red and swollen as hers. She pulls back some more with a step, and then another, until their whole selves are in each other's views... Her eyes rove over him, drinking in the sight—the way his chest rises and falls as he tries to catch his breath, how his pulse beats in his throat, how his eyes are heavy with the weight of desire to match her own...

She feels her feet touch the edge, where the path dips into a ridge to meet the water, and already, steam begins to billow in the pool as she heats it...

Eventually, her eyes will finally connect with his again, and there's something wicked that passes through her gaze.

Of all the things that she wants, what is it that she wants the most from him right now...?]


Don't look away...
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[personal profile] starshower 2023-03-07 03:04 pm (UTC)(link)
[And she stares back as if nothing were wrong.

Her eyes flutter as he brushes her hair back, her heart and breaths are racing still with the built-up anticipation, and she gazes into his, longing and desire making those hearts beat and grow again, sharper and brighter, as she loses herself in the pools of blue that she loves so dearly. They are intensely hypnotizing, like he's ensnared her into another spell.]


Do you like them...?

[He always did like her eyes, didn't he? But she's always loved his.

Loves him.

With a low, soft whine and a gentle roll of her hips, Tifa leans up to kiss him. The urge had been overpowering before, but now... With his gaze so deeply bearing down on hers, she can't help it. She can't get enough...

But she doesn't see or feel the red light that's now growing and shimmering in her chest, over her racing heart, as she presses her lips first to his throat, testing him again, coaxing him with soft exhales of her breath, light nibbles...



Nor does she notice the small creature that's crawling out of that light as she brings her lips closer to his, whispers and moans of his name tumbling out of her as she grows more desperate to pull him back into their loving throes again.

Slowly, the vines begin to glide over him again, wrapping slowly around his ankles and his hands as he holds her, prepared to bind them together again. Or rather, to bind him to her.]
Edited 2023-03-07 15:34 (UTC)
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[personal profile] starshower 2023-03-07 05:40 pm (UTC)(link)
[Tifa is so lost, so far gone, this creature's teeth sunk right into her heart that she doesn't notice it at first, or it's as if it's a part of her—always has been a part of her. So, when he jerks back just as her lips are about to meet his, just as she's so close to pulling his mind back into that tide so that they can drown in it together, Tifa blinks up at him, surprised. The hearts within her wide, round eyes are so vivid, so clear, almost like they are on fire, and the red flowers flood the cave with light, and that creature wisping about over her chest does the same—fixes him with the same stare, its own red eyes filled with hearts.

And when Tifa speaks, the voice is unlike her own. It's so sickeningly and unnaturally sweet, but it's laced with a wildness beneath that sugary coating.]


Eustace?

[The vines snap around him, gripping him, to keep him locked in place.]

What's the matter? Don't you want this?

[She moves closer, lips trying to find his, and the creature begins to swell and spill out of her, crawling and clawing its way out.]

We're not done...
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[personal profile] starshower 2023-03-07 08:31 pm (UTC)(link)
[It happens so fast.

One moment, her lips are brushing over his, ready to take him back to that other world that they belong in, to carry him into the sea of stars so, so deep that he forgets the existence of the one outside the cave. Of the people, the memories, everything. She's ready to drown in this madness, and so is he...

...

But then in the next...

What she once thought was a clear mind where she was so sure of what she wanted fills with a thick fog. Her chest feels heavy, and it's as though her heart has been sucked dry of every emotion she's ever felt for him. For a moment, she feels empty. Cold, all of that warmth that she felt, all of the love swelling in her—all of it vanished in an instant.

Faded, with the hearts that once engraved her eyes.

Only to be replaced by fear when she sees Eustace stumbling back away from her, and the shadowy creature that he's dragging out of her with his bare hand. The flowers and the vines burn around them, incinerated by the loud crack of electricity that had awoken her from her dream, but her eyes remain on the black creature that he clutches in his hand. She's far too lost in horror that the loud rumble of thunder of the lightning that arches through the cave doesn't even cross her mind.]


Eustace...?

[Her voice is shivering, as are her hands scramble at her chest where he's just pulled this thing out of her. It glows with the same red light, its eyes filled with hearts as it stares up at him...

And as her gaze remains locked on it, she, too, remembers the day one year ago. He had been acting so, so strange, possessive, even... and just as he had been about to lure her into the trap, the very same creature had crawled out of him, and Tifa had crushed and torn it apart in her hands.

...

Tears erupt from her eyes, and she cries out as the realization finally sinks in and the fear grips her completely. She's trembling so much that she falls back into the red flowers and rushes back, putting as much distance between herself and Eustace as possible, her eyes never once leaving his as her sobs shake through the cave.

What had she done? She remembers it all so clearly, and yet, her mind had been shrouded in a complete fog... no, a shadow. What did she do to him? What was she planning to do...? What was going to happen if he hadn't...?

Her voice is so small. So terrified of that thing... but more than that, of herself. Tifa has been frightened of things before, but she's never been more afraid than she is now.]


Eustace... What...?

[What's going on? What's happening? What is that thing!?

The words all die on her tongue, broken by her cries, as she backs up against the cave wall where the vines and flowers have already started to wither, and curls up against herself to hide.]

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