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tifa lockhart. ([personal profile] starshower) wrote in [community profile] songerein2022-01-02 09:38 am

open 🌠 you see the shadows

Who: Tifa Lockhart & you!
Which: Open log + interactive dream
Where: Around Reverein, Mount Nibel
What: Mount Nibel Incident dream, and a couple of dream board postings.
Warnings: N/A for now



✨ i. "the day mom died..." — interactive dream
[There's a winding, rocky path overlooking the town of Nibelheim below, but where it should be clear, the mountain the path leads up is shrouded in a fog that only grows thicker with each passing moment, with what the eyes can see morphing and twisting in and out of view, almost as if the entire landscape isn't sure what it should be. There's an unshakable sound of static in the air, and a rumbling underfoot that isn't too threatening, but it's noticeable enough that it makes itself known.

On one ledge of the path up the mountain are four children. Three boys, whose faces fade in and out of clarity, and a girl with long, dark-brown hair, all looking up at the mountain as they talk, but their words are cut out by the static.]


"Mt. Nibel is scary. Many people have—there."

"—one crosses that—alive."


[The girl turns to face them all, revealing a much younger Tifa, not a day older than nine-years.]

"How about—died? Did—pass through—?" [Tifa wanders past the boys watching her, up the path.] "I'm—"

[Two boys follow while one runs the other way, threatening to bump into any dreamwalkers as he rushes back in the direction of the town. If Tifa is followed, they'll reach a bridge that she crosses fearlessly and without a word, but like the rest of the mountain, it fades in and out of view as well. There, the two boys who remain rush off, leaving Tifa to venture up the rest of the mountain alone.

...

But they stop upon seeing someone new. Someone who might be able to help?]


"Please, you have to stop her! It's dangerous up there! We're going to go back down and get Mister Lockhart."

[And off they go together without another word.]


** ( ooc: Because Tifa doesn't remember this event in full, I fully encourage anyone to have your character influence the setting as much or as little as you'd like! )

✨ ii. freeloading reindeer
[Having done some work on the communal gardens already, Tifa's grown handy with a hammer and nails. Not that she wasn't already proficient enough, but there's a difference between fixer-uppers around a bar that she knew like the back of her hand and building wooden flowerbeds and fences, and the latter has allowed her to at least learn some proper techniques in woodworking. Hell, she's even started learning how to sand and polish, so something like this should be a piece of cake.]

There. I think that's the last of it.

[She'd been hauling wood around all morning, the large planks thrown over her shoulder before she sets them down out in the middle of the farm where there's plenty of room to build out. It's nothing but a pile of wood and a bag of tools, and whoever else has come all the way out here with her, and around them, the reindeer will be grazing and curiously watching from afar, still not sure if it's safe to approach.]

So, it was a new stable for them and a fence, right? Gotta say, biggest thing I've ever built was a flowerbed so this'll be new to me.

✨ iii. new year's noctaere
[It is a little terrifying going up against the Noctaere, especially when she knows little of what to expect upon entering the dreamscape, but Tifa was never one to sit back or sit still for very long. Not when there were threats that needed to be taken care of. She might not be the most experienced partner in the dreamscapes, with her skills in dreamotion magic leaving plenty to be desired, but she can pack a punch when needed, and it has come in helpful in a lot of cases.

That isn't to say she's completely useless at magic, but she'd prefer to let her fists and feet do the talking if it came down to it. Which it will.

And just before stumbling into the dreamscape, she looks over to whoever has volunteered for the job with her, and gives a firm nod.]


You ready?

** ( ooc: if you have a preference for the dreamscape, then please let me know in the subject line! Otherwise, I'll randomize which one we end up getting! )

✨ iv. wildcard
[None of these prompts work? You know the wildcard drill! Feel free to leave something else below, or contact me via PM or @ [plurk.com profile] crystariums if you'd like to plot out something! Tifa can be frequently found at the communal gardens, at the edges of the forest training, and just in general wandering around Reverein, so she's easy to bump into. Also okay with any of the dream board postings!]
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[personal profile] flamekthunder 2022-01-16 08:59 pm (UTC)(link)
[Bit by bit, moment by moment, all his original plans and thoughts are cast out that window as he loses himself to all those repressed wants and needs, that unfamiliar longing to be with someone and to fill the void taking over. He's careful at first, noticing her own fears and that initial hesitation that forms when reality starts to sink in.

But the longer they continue, the easier it is to forget all of it and just be lost in that moment. And even he, someone who can usually keep his reason, falters and finds greed the more he touches and tastes, his mouth leaving her lips to explore and take every inch of her soft, sweet skin. How he can feel the light trembles and shivers as he moves; her soft, alluring voice that hits deep into carnal instincts; the heat formed between them almost burning; and her pulse—the quick, steady beats that reaffirm that yes she's alive. It sends his mind racing to those heart stopping moments from the lake to living it through her nightmare just moments ago. He would of course fear losing anyone close to him, but it's Tifa that shook him the most. So it's this sound—the sound of her heart—that grips his own, dictates his actions, going beyond what he ever imagined or intended.

And the more she allows him in, the further he goes, lost in that need and desperation. It's such a raw, wild feeling, one he's never experienced before—one he will later regret once it's over.

With ragged breaths he stares back at her, his eyes unconsciously flicking down to see the numerous marks he's left on her, including on the scar on her chest. How at the time he had wanted to imprinted himself, that moment, this night over the pain it haunted her. But now with their heads cooling along with the air, he wonders if he went too far.

No, they did go too far. It's one thing to give physical comfort, but this... Knowing he's the older one and supposed to be more responsible and mature and the less emotionally compromised one of the two, he should have stopped it several times. Instead, he almost feels as if he had taken advantage of her, especially when he's the one who instigated it, and it sends an ill feeling to his stomach.

Yet at the same time, he can't say a part of him doesn't regret it. Not when he sees her looking at him and that little familiar flutter of amusement forms briefly. But she's likely thinking and feeling the same. Even if she had consented and their thoughts and feelings likely mutual... He's fairly certain they skipped a giant step. That step being, what in the world do they even want from each other? How far should they really be going? What should they do from here? Questions they need to answer, and answer soon, but... Have they been through enough for now? Should it wait? For how long?

And does he want to risk breaking something that seems so tenuous and fragile right now?

After the silence stretches a little longer, he slowly brings his arm around her and moves closer to her.]


I guess I did a good job if I made you speechless.

[Said in a very dry, languid, and somewhat teasing tone. They have serious matters to discuss, one that could either result in them having more moments like this or this being their last. But as his own thoughts rest heavy on his mind, he'll try to alleviate hers a little.]
Edited 2022-01-16 23:37 (UTC)
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[personal profile] flamekthunder 2022-01-17 12:55 am (UTC)(link)
[Even if the silence persists, the fact that she hasn't pulled away from him is enough. Although a part wonders if it would have been better as it only gives certain impressions of what she could possibly want.]

Fine.

[Which is true. A little tired, sure, but otherwise he does feel fairly invigorated after it all. It's only hampered by the black cloud of questions that hang over them....

....

A black cloud that actually forms a over them, casting a shadow and obscuring the twinkling lights. Glancing up at it, he sighs.

They can't delay it any longer.]


...But I am wondering this is something you actually wanted or if I pushed you into it.
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[personal profile] flamekthunder 2022-01-17 02:07 am (UTC)(link)
[He's silent, hesitant, before he releases a soft exhale.]

In some ways. ...I can't say I acted with wholly pure intentions and you were more vulnerable and emotionally compromised. I should have had better control of myself.

[Even though he did genuinely want to comfort her, there were so many different ways he could have done so. Ways that would have been more "chaste" and not devolve in them completely losing themselves. At the same time it hadn't been wholly physical—there was a fair bit of emotion that transferred between them, unspoken messages that hint at their true wants that they still can't bring themselves so say.]
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[personal profile] flamekthunder 2022-01-17 02:59 am (UTC)(link)
[Her rolling away from him elicits the same sharp chill he felt when she flinched away from his hand. It's that feeling of rejection, that feeling that the distance between them is growing again despite having become so intimately close. Of course, didn't he essentially drive her away with his words? So he can only stare at her back, hoping that this place won't reveal his emotions again.

She thinks he's so great with words, but really he doesn't know how much he should say. How much he should tell her. If he should ever tell her. In the end he just resigns to himself and stays where he is.]


But I don't think we were ready for it.

["It." "This." Whatever the hell "this" is now.]
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[personal profile] flamekthunder 2022-01-17 03:29 am (UTC)(link)
[Her question seizes him, his throat constricting as he feels the heavy implications of her question.

Did it mean anything to him?

And if it did, what?

Does he know the answer? No—does he want to admit it?

There's a long stretch of silence before he slowly starts speaking, each word carefully measured, and quiet.]


...For a while now... I've been wrestling with how I've been thinking...and feeling towards you. Especially after what happened at the lake, the thought of losing you...

[The more he speaks, the more he wavers. Things he had intended to keep closed are trying to pry themselves out. He could still keep the lid on it, but... Seeing her back, feeling that distance.

He hates it.

He doesn't know what he wants from her, from them, but he knows this much. He doesn't want that gap to widen.]


Even now I'm still trying to wrestle with it, so I can't give you a clear answer. But I can tell you this.

[Eustace finally shifts closer to her, his hand reaching out take her shoulder and pull her back to him so that she can face him. As she turns, that dark cloud will start to clear, a few of those twinkling lights returning. It's not completely gone, the uncertainty a looming shadow, but she can at least now see the sincerity in his eyes.]

It wasn't empty. Being with you... [He falters for a moment, as if trying to find the words.] It's genuine. Even if I sometimes think it would be better if I keep my distance, I can't.

[...Annnnnd now he feels a little embarrassed. Isn't this almost similar to a confession??? He ends up withdrawing a bit and muttering under his breath.]

What am I saying...
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[personal profile] flamekthunder 2022-01-17 04:10 am (UTC)(link)
[Me too

He doesn't realize how tense he had been until he first hears those two little words, and then it melts completely when she hides herself and laughs. His muscles relax so much he actually slumps forward, head hanging as his long bangs hide the slight smile that had unknowingly formed.]


I could say the same to you... As troublesome as you've been, I've caused you just as much grief.

[From the very first day they met, to that Halloween dreamscape, when he lost his memories, the box during Christmas— She's saved him as many times.

He slowly reaches out to touch a strand of her hair and pull it back, as if trying to reveal a little more of her face despite the sheet pulled over it. And then a question forms on his tongue, one he hesitates to ask. But it's been a question that's plagued his mind. That's made him think he needs to hold back.]


...Would you rather if I wasn't around? Or...it be someone else?
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[personal profile] flamekthunder 2022-01-17 04:41 am (UTC)(link)
[He wishes that gesture hadn't been so brief, but her answer...

...

Truthfully he's not sure how to make of it, just like he was never sure what to make of her having memories of him in another world. Could he even think of himself as the same? So there's a slight disgruntled look as he considers the laughable idea of him getting annoyed of himself.]


So you're pulling me into trouble no matter what world we're in. Should have known.

[But then he wonders. Wonder if in that world they would have been on the same track or if things could have panned out differently. Of course neither of them knows and...really he doesn't care. He's here, not there, and the same is true for her.]

Just don't compare myself to the other one.

[...

Primals he really is getting jealous of himself what is wrong with him—]
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[personal profile] flamekthunder 2022-01-17 05:14 am (UTC)(link)
[For all they know maybe the ones in Camelot are happily dating and planning to get married and live together!! IT DOESN'T MATTER TO HIM NO— if only

He still looks at her as if not convinced... But he also knows he's being stupid so he lets it go with a sigh, flopping down on the bed and rubbing his eyes.]


...You're the only one who can drive me this crazy and get hung up over useless things.
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[personal profile] flamekthunder 2022-01-17 05:34 am (UTC)(link)
[He's still ruminating over how childish he's acting and can only slightly roll his eyes at her little apology. She should be glad he thinks she's cute.

But just as he's settling back in, he hears those words and reflexively glances over at her. It's then that he realizes that they've relaxed and had fallen into more of a normal rhythm where they weren't so hyper aware of each other, not dancing around each other and trying to keep distance while at the same time wanting to be close.

So he stares at her for a moment before he rolls onto his side to face her.]


...It's been difficult.

[Being tossed in one direction and then another, hardly having any time to breathe.]
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[personal profile] flamekthunder 2022-01-17 06:00 am (UTC)(link)
[He stares at her for a moment before his gaze softens.]

...It's hard to run away and ignore things now.

[A small exhale as he reaches over and pulls her to him.]

There are a lot of things we'll need to discuss, but... I'm tired, and I know this is what I want right now.

[Just. Holding her. Nothing more, nothing less. To feel her warmth against his, to know she'll be right there. Is this something he'll want more of the in future? ...Probably. And maybe they've already figured out that this is what they want. But this isn't the right time to decide, not with everything still raw and confusing.

And even if for some reason things don't work out, at least they had this chance. Chance to give in and be honest with each other. A chance to be selfish in their wants.]
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[personal profile] flamekthunder 2022-01-17 06:24 am (UTC)(link)
[He smiles softly against her hair, lips lightly pressing against it as he murmurs just loud enough for her to hear.]

Always.

[He's always been loyal, but when it comes to her, he feels it even more strongly. So strong that he can't help but hold her a little tighter as she drifts to sleep, and it's not long after that he follows.



And he would be the first to rustle awake as the barking grows louder before he feels something wet and cold touch the back of his shoulders. It's enough to make him jerk slightly and then click his tongue when he remembers he has Tifa in his arms.]


...Dammit I should have locked the door...

[But it's too late. The bed is surrounded with some hopping up to Tifa's side to bark oh so happily and hungrily while nudging her. One is even going to jump onto the end of the bed, not caring that it's already full enough as it is.

Are they not even going to have a sweet morning cuddle???]
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[personal profile] flamekthunder 2022-01-17 04:36 pm (UTC)(link)
Usually it's not all of them...

[A low grumble as he holds Tifa closer to him, as if not wanting to share her with the dogs, before he swats at them.]

Enough, already! We get it! Cadoc, get 'em out of here.

[Of the two or three not on the bed, the one that had stayed by the door and just kind of side eyeing everything stands and gives a sharp bark. The dogs on the bed grumble and then hop off after another bark. They just want food! And to share love! Grumble whine as they slowly shuffle out.]

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